cdma touch pro stuck at bootloader (have tried reflashing stock ROM and other ROMs)

[630R63]

even after loading stock telus ROM, Radio and re locking every rest brings me back to the boot-loader screen

"Security Unlocked"

RAPH800
SLP-0.37.000
MicroP-Hermann (LED) v0C85
MicroP-Hermann (KEY) v0685
PSOC-Raph STAGE_EVT v20

What I was doing when this happened?
I was connecting my touch pro to a laptop to use as a modem because the laptop did not have any network adaptor drivers installed.

I cannot do hard resets unless I discontent the battery, but I don't think it works like that. any idea what I can try I am out of warranty. I was running mightyROM 6 on there fine for ages,