I managed to get my radio back.
first i put it in bootloader mode.
then i flashed the radio_.nbf file alone with the stock updater, after trying everything else here...
sooo... ill see if it goes away when i flash to 3.5
EDIT: After flashing 3.5 it worked fine.. except contacts. so i soft reset and the radio was gone... shiitttyy..
i think im still covered by utstarcom.