By running "fastboot boot boot.img" i was able to get to smd0 open -> opened and after that a reboot
... but that was with sim card in, i've never managed to get this far with sim in... i'll try to fix this and i'll update soon.
Update: can the end key think it's being pressed all the time and that's why it automatically boots into fastboot every time and you can't use it in recovery ( it is the single key that it's not working in recovery)
Update: I can see the animation !
New update: It's working! You guys are the best! I have no signal but Wi-Fi is working! and it's very fast!