Sorry to hear about your dad dude. But at least he is still there to help, and with luck he will be for awhile. Although a tragedy, this will be a blessing for not just him,but all around him. I speak from my own experience, having had a stroke, and then 2 months later a heart attack. That was 6 years ago. It help change my thinking about a lot of things, and today I'm in great shape. So if your not feeling motivated, we all understand. Besides, perfection can't be rushed
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